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Monday, October 25, 2010 | 5:39 AM
i'm tired.
i'm tired of it all. everything.
today i received my marked exam papers. math, chinese, english and geography. I'm really disappointed with myself. the marks isn't even failing expectations, it's unthinkable.
i'm tired of the high expectations, the competitive environment in which we students work hard in, to the extent which some suck up to teachers(smsing regularly, wtf?) just to get into RA; and the insane amount of bias teachers show when marking essays. i'm just going to forget it all. what's the point in this ridiculous game we all play.
i'm not going to rant as i did for the mid-years as it'll make me feel worse.
i'll just enjoy myself and be happy for a little while, at least two weeks. i'm not going to care about the marks, the superficial grade that is used to define who we are, and yet doesn't do so.